Quantum Entanglement (A Love Story)
Some of my early life hijinks were next level. When they taught us about lice in elementary school, I made sure to go around school touching everybody's hair trying to start an outbreak to get out of school.
The truly craziest thing I ever said can't ever be repeated unfortunately. It would require a long explanation to explain what I had meant, lol.
One time a small group of girls were hugging each other in front of the class along with the teacher. I shouted from the back row: HEY THOSE ARE LESBIANS!
I just caused Grok to crash. Tried again; crash.
It was a brand new way of thinking about a familar problem with pure mathematical roots and precision that it broke and stopped feeding me outputs.
edit: NVM. It just needed to go into "coding" mode for a few minutes to process the conclusion.
Spoiler
This is like applying a board-induced diffeomorphism to the preflop density: flop combos interact via equity/blocker/playability gradients, remapping the bet-prop distribution. Street-by-street, turn/river are further warps (e.g., brick turn linearizes polarized flops).In solver terms, it's distilling GTO freqs (bet-size mixtures per range slice) into 1D density curves for rapid comparison — yours vs villain's (overlap = balanced spots, divergence = exploits). No hand names, just shapes aligning/mismatching over the board evolution.
I have a feeling Rtp and Rtp alone will know what I'm talking about.
Underrated movie: Phone Booth. It goes through a ruthlessly crazy thought experiment in a single room.
A peanut sat on a railroad track,
It's heart was full of flutter.
Along came a chu-chu train
(choo-choo)
Spoiler
peanut butter!
im extremely tired. double dose of fatigue and sleeplessness. no problem tho, these thumbs they are for posting.
when im tired theres no visual imagery to speak of. with major depression i have no mental imagery sometimes at all.
otherwise my mental illness has turned into an activity like surfing. im surfing the waves through quantum foam setting up shop on cloud 9.
I have this weird PTSD-sleep thing from back when my breathing became cut off for a second back in 2021. What happens is sometimes when I'm lying down, despite being in full process of breathing, it feels like a simulation of being unable to breathe. Which is annoying lol I'm trying man, thankfully this blog is here to give me some refuge.
Playing poker because why not. I'm a seasoned professional who is infatuated with the microstake level for some reason.
I don't think there's anything majorly wrong with that. I give them hell and win stacks at a constant rate.
My worst year of live poker was last year. It wasn't my worst year ever in total - I've had some headache years online where I barely played and surfed around the trashiest sites in the world. Surpsringly I booked a winning year last year despite my troubles 😃
