The fitness well
Hiya!
Ask anything, I'll answer. OP is jacked.
is there a reality you can see yourself in where your game selection only includes games that you truly believe are good bets for your skillset?
I burnt $600 on blackjack.
$400 on a tattoo (worth it)
$1200-1400 shipped to my dad.
Rest I burnt on live cash games and online MTTs.
Man these pills make me very aggressive, this is quite worrysome.
Combined with my financial situation of wreckling my whole bankroll means I will combust at any time or moment.
Not good.
Havent trained for 3 days, feel like utter and complete **** **** ****.
Im down on a 10 count not gonna lie, but I will stand up on 8.
Bought a new gym card today in the best gym of whole Stockholm.
Costed me around $100, but its $56 a month.
My father helped me pay the costs.
Did chest, no weights but next time there will be.
Chest press in machine
Inclined chest press machine
Dips x6 x8 x10 x12
That was it here is also a picture of moi.
Idk why But I am on RAD-140 ETC but still pretty ****ing weak????
Idk whats wrong, I just got no power in my body something is wrong severely.
Tomorrow will be hitting back.
Lat pulldowns, t bar rows and assisted chin ups, maybe some biceps.
My diet is very bad and I consume some sweets today but usually some chocolate daily lol.
Idk man, I am depressed deeply because of the pokers and I am in a deep financial debt hole which is swallowing me whole alive.
Going on a date on Wednesday and I got $0.01 literally to my name. To put salt on my wounds I told her last week that I shipped $4k and she jokingly a couple of days ago said 'you havent lost it all have you' and I was like '**** no, would never happen' even thought I was 4/5 way to Busto.
Man FML why do I do this to myself?
God please have mercy upon my soul.
Kthxbai.
hit some chest today, date went absolutely ****ing atrocious. friend xzoned the **** out of me.
hit back yesterday, hit chest today in a new gym.
nice gym tho.
that's it kthxbai.
Did outside shoulders, what the **** are they called now again Yeah ofc umm middle delts??? And back delts.
Started with back delts, will alternate between starting with back and middle each workout.
Face pulls 4 set
Reverse Peck deck 4 sets
Dumbell lateral raises up to 18kg x8
Lateral raise machine 3 sets
Over and out kthxbai, I am honestly getting fatter by the day even though I am on SARMS cycle my diet absolutely sucks and I eat a lot of chocolate.
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Noticed some veins on my shoulders but mh abs are atrociously bad atm compared to what they should be.
This was yesterday... Like I should be lean after 10 days of this SARMS cycle but I am not.
Kthxbai
Could be worse. Could be a lot worse.
Having said that, yeah, diet matters quite a bit.
Yeah brate, agreed.
Will try to clean up my diet but these heavy meds have made me "fat".
I used to be naturally pretty ripped but they **** me up good.
Today I am hitting legs, allegedly lol.
Kthxbai
hit back today, two excercises which hit hard tho.
lat pulldowns machine:
top set 90 something kg x6
t bar rows:
+25kg x10
+50kg x10
+75kg x10
+50 kg x10
+25kg x10
over and out, pic of back coming soon from my phone.
wasn't sure what was supposed to be on the menu today, yesterday was shoulders day before that umm idk xD
so i hit chest.
chest press, idk don't remember the weights before but topset machine press 96x5.
then incline chest press in machine idk weights b4 but topset 71kg x5? and then some reps on lower
then dips x12 and x15, over and ****ing out.
hit back today brate, this is for you The Yugsolavian for being in here.
top set lat pulldowns in machine: 95kg x8
top set machine row: 103kg x8
and that was it.
back getting thicker by the day, but my abs are like poking out lol i look fat.
i need to get on that cardio b4 the summer hits.
kthxbai....
long live the brate.
busted a $109 that i sattelited into, in tilt went to the gym hit rear delts.
reverse peck deck 8* something kg also 80 something kg x8
then face pulls max set 45kg x10 x2.
over and ****ing out.
plz motivate me 2 do cardio???
kthxbai
It was before these dead heavy antipsychotic meds that kill my soul.
I had ephedrine but got rid of that because they give fake positive on amphetamines if I get tested by authorities.
Hit back today, did two exercises.
**** my life
how much u weigh bro?
Im very strong in side lateral dumbbell raises.
PB yesterday which is 22kgx 8 + 2 3/4 reps.
Kthxbai.
Barely trained past two weeks.
Just dont give a ****.
Poker is wreckling me.
Did chest 2 exercises today.
Inclined machine press:
91kg x6
Dips
x6
x10
x12
Over and out.
quit poker/gambling maybe?
Yeah, I mean sorry to be ‘that **** on the internet’ because you seem to be a good dude but your thread is full of giant amounts of negativity and depression…particularly towards poker. The life doesn’t seem to be helping you financially or emotionally as well as physically and the way you blew through that paltry mtt win suggests you aren’t cut out mentally for the disciplines of the gambling life either.
So why the **** do you do it? Surely a min wage job would be a better choice for you right now and would buy you time to rebuild yourself physically and mentally?
