Ask me anything about being a online casino poker degen
Welp, I went and did it. I gambled again. I deposited $8000 on a popular online casino got it up to $18000. Cashed out. Then I deposited $5000 and got it up to $32000. Played some Omaha most of the win was from blackjack. I cashed out. Profit stood at $35000.
I was on cloud 9 for 10 days. I had $55000 in my stock account and $5000. Like any degen I decided to deposit again. $1500, lost. $2000 at a live ring game (ran KK into AA). I deposited another $1500. Lost. A few days later I quit my job as a delivery driver. I deposited and lost $30000 that night playing online BJ. I was pissed. A GA meeting didnt help becuase a few days later I lost another $25000 same game. I borrowed money I didnt have and lost anothher $5000 over the last few days. I'm felted.
I have a $20 deposit pending this morning its the last of my money. Ive decided to play poker without the casino games which are the reason I'm felted. Wish me luck.
Ask me anything.
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God damn it brother.
I hope your situation gets sorted out somehow.
It will once I buckle down and go on a poker run. I am debating on whether to get a job again but I’m physically not up for it I have a lopsidedness in my body my left leg is weaker. I’m really not the best at holding a job for an extended period of time I last 4 months with this past one. I can grind effectively my best month was $22000 profit from cash games. I have a small sample size I’ve never devoted an extended period of time to grinding tables. I just need to sort out the defense need to gamble on table games. Going for short term gain… I have long term goals that can be achieved by keeping a good regiment of cash table play. I could always play live and make that work. Optimistically I’ll have 5k or 10k next moth having grinder my way back with cash games. A lot of pros went broke and built it back up. I just need to dedicate myself to having a positive outlook on life as well.
Just remember as long as you don't quit every losing streak eventually ends with a winning streak. If I were you I would stop the online BJ, learn a basic counting system and play at a brick and mortar casino where you can at least play on even terms or maybe with a small positive expectation if you spread properly.
Do you double down on 9?
